So with my 9th month just 7days away
Me and the baby's father had a long heart to heart last night...
He was hungry so he came over for dinner yesterday,
And stayed over...
I realized after all the bullshit
The ups and downs
The back and forth
I mean I seriously can go on and on
A piece of me still loves him
The trust is barely there
But I haven't yet stopped the emotion behind it
He snuggled and felt the baby kick all night
He got mad at me because I kept getting out the bed but my back be killin me
Once he felt all the shit the baby was doin he understood a little better
Emphasis on the little lol
Men will never understand
I believe that whole heartedly
I'm just getting real nervous about everything
Labor is not an easy thing
I know I've done it b4
Things go different every time
Women die birthing their kids
Its the closest you get to death while being alive
I hate leaving my kids with other people...
IMA miss my doggies
Ima be home sick
Just still trying to wrap my mind around it all.
Asking for all your prayers and support. Because these past 2years of my life have been the craziest ever.
And I can only imagine what this new year is gonna bring me
My son father is crazy outta his mind
I love him tho...
Love u guys...