You know sometimes when u go thru things in a relationship
And u take that break to gather space and u gravitate back to your loved one...
Well that only happens when there's true love involved
When there's not
You only gather clarity of why you should've never been with that person to begin with
Start to gain strength and peace in being without that person
I'm in a good place right now.
The cards are in my hands
And I'm still seeing who's very much down and in love with me
Certain ones are mad
Others begging for sex
Some still telling the same ole lies
And one deserving so much more than what I've been giving him
He just lives so far away I can't stand being without him
So its better to keep him at bay until we can straighten it out
We've been ironing things out for over 10 years lol
Were very stubborn and slow...
He does not like the choices I make at all.
But he does love me
And I love him back
Its hard watching someone live without u
When all u wanna do is become apart of their everyday life
Apart of their forever
I'm still down to give u forever when you're ready