Thursday, February 13, 2014


It's been so real.
I think I've been writing on here since 2010..

Thanks for growing with me.

I've thought,



Its finally goodbye


Sorry to say but I think I'm done blogging for 2014... maybe just updating portfolios maybe not.

New shit

Don't draw it out

Just end it.

Nights like this

You feel sad, call that new person you been ignoring, talk, get comforted, and end up getting some strange.

Wednesday, February 12, 2014


Thru old emails so I can remind myself of what's happens every time...

Remind myself of who I am, what I stand for,

And what I said a few months ago

You can love someone with all your heart and soul does it mean you were meant to spend life with them

Or are they only to exist in your heart?

By the end of this year I will know the answer to that.

That is my resolution

That's what I'm giving myself this year.


I am not even goin there right now. Moving on

Let him

Also make the same effort he sees you making.

Give and tAke

I'm retarded

So I can't figure out how to access the different pages I have on my blog like my portfolios etc.
I was tryna update my portfolios from my phone from the blogger app and I don't see how to do it. So I'll just post a few photos from my recent work... sorry about the gloss on the last one he was sore and begging for ointment i will get a pic of the healed tattoo later today

Tuesday, February 11, 2014

How thoughtful!

Having a great day so far.
Got to catch up with an old friend... he is studying for the bar exam and he is usually so busy.

Anyway. He came over and surprised us with pizza and chicken!

Yay court!

I love surprises lol

The food was delishhhhh!

Can't wait to see what the rest of my day is gonna be like


Starting WRONG

Ok so if I barely know you...

You DONT call my phone at 2a.m.

Cuz ain't nothin open at that hour but some legs: /

Now the next time we talk Or chill Ima be actin funny.

Come on boo get it together

This isn't getting you closer to being my Valentine

This not even getting you close to side man Saturday...

Let's put more effort into your courting me ok?

See this is a reflection of how you come at these bitches

I'm not the run of the mill model

I'm that rare find

Friday, February 7, 2014


I have to be this way.
I don't know how else to be...

If I didn't make such drastic moves
We would just be stuck in the same sad situation.
Mad at each other cuz nothing has changed in 4years.

I told you I was gonna leave.
Next i''ll disappear
Eventually I'll barely be a memory
Finally you'll forget me

Thursday, February 6, 2014

Deep down

When I'm up in the middle of the night

I think about u.

I think about u a lot I just try to brush it off.

I never loved someone so much

I've never been this frustrated by a man

Never mentally exhausted myself like this.

I loved the kid

But we couldn't make it work. ..

Can't say I don't miss u tho.

The one person that knows more about me then my own best friend.

I love you

Tuesday, February 4, 2014


I thought about calling you.

Then I woke the fuck up

Saturday, February 1, 2014

Go head now!

So Santana has Saturday school: / and his school bus doesn't run on Saturday...

He rode his bike all the way there!

He is gettin so big! Can't believe he's going to Jr high next year.... Cray

He is my little man of the house there is so much I couldn't do without him.

So blessed for him.

Real life