First tooth out. She was a g
Thursday, January 30, 2014
Single parenting is the hardest thing you can ever do.
Being a parent in general is hard but being the one and only source for everything is hard.
Only source of love, income, advice, punishment... it become draining, some days I Just can't handle it I feel overwhelmed.
I wish I had freedom and there's so much I would have done different but I love my kids to death. Ijs
I never got to do the dating, clubbing, bar scene.
I had my first son at 18
It was all about him thereafter
I wish I would've had more to offer my kids.
More education, life experience.
But GOD is masterful who am I to question...
I just pray LORD help me get thru this cuz Santana only 10 my youngest 1 and I got a cold diva in between those two.
It's crazy cuz even now you know as a parent you have no privacy.
Your kids always gonna hate who you date.
Romance is like out the door
It's easier to not date
Cuz dating with kids is so mega complicated.
What day is it?
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
My Martin collection is complete.
I own all seasons of Martin so I started from season one over the weekend me and the kids have been Rollin!
Gonna restart my entourage next...
Love watching movies with my babes.
We watched captain Phillips the other day
About 2009 Somali pirates
I love movies based on true stories because life is so much stranger than fiction
Monday, January 27, 2014
Sunday, January 26, 2014
Wednesday, January 22, 2014
Monday, January 20, 2014
Today my youngest son turns one...
I love my baby.
The blessing I NEVER thought I would ever have.
He gives me so much joy everyday
I just love kissing and holding and smelling him
I love you Doopa
(Poor Sloan... baby when will we use your real name)
Lil Archie macnair in the flesh
The bottomless pit that might actually love food more than mommy...
Here's lookin at you kid
Saturday, January 18, 2014
Friday, January 17, 2014
Thursday, January 16, 2014
Wednesday, January 15, 2014
Went back to the Dr cuz I still feel like shit.
Got a chest x Ray.
I have pneumonia you guys.
They gave me another albuterol treatment
2shots in my butt
A anti biotic and something to open my lungs.
An inhaler and
Guess I wasn't lying when I said I felt like I was dying
Its a cold world
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
Sunday, January 12, 2014
You can tell because
There's no rationalizing
No thoughts at all really
That's when the heart is absolutely disconnected
No more second
Or third chances
Wishing each other happy holidays
Just 2 people that may or may not pass each other on these streets.
And who may or may not speak if you do see them
So, spring is coming!
Ladies, we all know what goes down in spring. Ladies hopefully your body is gettin right for this heat coming soon!
I can't wait! Finna be so t u r n t
Guys is finna get there ritualistic spreading of their peacock plumage together and start to try to impress with finnese I hope.
Time for tank tops, booty shorts, tattoos, and drinks.
Sleeping in late
Up all night.
Cuz it's already warming up ;)