so my rainbow shone down on me for a while today ...
i missed seeing it...
but i guess we all judge things through our own eyes.
everytime i start running towards my rainbow though...
by the time i get close its GONE
not to bee seen or heard from
like it was never there
there is ALOT i wish i could take back
but im OLD enough to know there is NO rewind button on anything in life
only whats in front of you
i was tired of fighting for this elusive rainbow that i only heard of
i felt like i could never hold it in my arms.
only in my dreams
so why do i long for this rainbow still?
maybe i just long for what for what i think this rainbow will be like if i catch it.
you ever want something so bad that when you get it
it just doesnt live up to what youve built in your mind??
ive said it time and time again
we live in our minds
im not the perfect creature you thought i was
you not perfect either.
the only thing perfect is my rainbow
i have a picture of my rainbow on the wall.
a beautiful picture of perfection...
i have the card you made.
the smile you smiled
i love you...
i know it doesnt mean anything
but it means the world to me.
i sit back and as time passes and more time goes by
the pieces fit together.
even the lies and deceit...
but i still love you
i love the rain before the rainbow
the pieces that never fit together the right way
the way you made everything seem ok
thank you for your ray...
as brief as my rainbow was
it was still there