sooo today was a hard one for all of us
sen had to go back home already :(
but he's gonna be playin football for the first time
he wanted to move back here
but i want him to honor his commitments that he makes to other people
if you say you gonna do something
so back home he went
he caught the bus by himself which was scary for all of us
we are NOT used to him being a teen
he told his dad when he got there that he wasnt ready to leave us :(
and that he wants us to move back to l.a.
and when amil figured out we were leaving the bus station without sen
she started HITTING everybody and told us to leave her alone!!! she loves sen so much
so i already know everything will work out for the best
i have the UTMOST faith in GOD
what im having a hard time with is this horrible sickness
it just wont give me a break
im steady losing weight
and i cant eat anything :(
praying on it
so anyways everybody enjoy life
thank GOD for how far he's brought you
and isnt that a tragedy about what happened in colorado??
people are truly sick
youngest casualty 6 years old oldest 51
i cant imagine what those families is feeling
you cant even go to a movie opening anymore
who would go through all that trouble?
how much hatred is that???
seems like a lot of SELF hatred projected onto a lot of innocent people
makes me sick
i pray for GODS children
so anyways let me get back to my tea...
hopefully it'll give me some relief and some shut eye after that :)