it was at least the first time ive been alone with this person, just on a casual kind of level
it was the CRAZIEST night i could have imagined lol
so were just tryna hang out and watch a movie...
i had people call me and then ask to speak to him lol
he got threatened lol
surprisingly enough he wants to hang out again...
its akward getting to know someone
i was hungry but i didnt wanna eat in front of him lol
i felt like extra under the microscope.
he said he wants to meet my family.
what does that mean?
my bestie said the same thing was gonna happen that happened to everyone else,
eventually i get tired, bored, lose interest and leave
i dont know if shes right or not
i cant say shes lying
who knows lol
all i know is i had a good time
it feels good to be in the company of someone sometimes, not just sitting in the house all alone
someone to talk to
crack a joke
cook or eat with
just companionship i guess
i call it company
if its good company you dont have to jump thru hoops and do all that
you can try to be yourself
my friend said that if i see this person again
maybe a few more times i might loosen up
get more comfortable
i dont know tho lol
im like extra noid when it comes to men
THANKS EXES LOL J/K
no i like to be alone most of the time so being around people
just alone in a quiet setting is trying to say the least for me.
all that being said i think it went ok
maybe they'll be a date number 2 maybe not
but its good to know im not scared of getting back out into the dating world
i think he at least deserves a second shot after what went on tonight lol
its like hitch when the first 3 dates went horribly wrong lol
live life everybody