unannounced you surprised me.
i assume it was all in God's plan, under His control and his timing
i was totally shocked
but even MORE relieved
you changed my life,
you altered my story
finally a chapter worth telling!
no more sad sorrows
everything is turning around.
everyone, everything that GOD wants around me ~ is here
anyone who is gone, is there for a reason
regardless of whether i understand why or not
i dont have to understand
im leaning NOT toward my own understanding
its really funny to me how people always think other "people" are gonna be the ones to control karma
the big "get back"
but the ONE and only LORD plays that out for you
your cards are already dealt
everything that is happening
the LORD already wrote
before you were a "glimmer" in your parents eye.
once you FULLY grasp that, its alot easier to let go of things
i was the master at holding onto things
i still do that, (working on it)
and ever since a special someone stepped into my life
everything seems alot simpler
i have alot!!
im OVERblessed ♥
the LORD is good!!
i thank HIM for how far He's brought me
how strong He made my back
how He instilled in me that i can truly do ANYTHING
ive walked a mile and back
ive managed more pain that most could in a lifetime
and my life isnt even half over
GOD told me my sorrow is over
to let it go
let the past be the past
and that my future is BOMBBAY LOL
this past mother's day i received the greatest gift i could have ever hoped to gain
a gift that keeps on giving
never ending love
GOD told me that its ok to cry, but its better to cry tears of JOY
i want to live up to the Lord's expectations
He created greatness!
and im thankful