i recently met my dad for the first time this year...
today i had my first like ♥ to ♥ talk i guess you could call it lol
it feels very different getting and hearing a mans prospective because men and women handle things so differently,
but it felt good.
i heard what he said.
i believe him.
ive felt in my heart the very words he said so long ago.
he only gave me confirmation.
it takes a long time for little boys to grown up, no matter how mature you call yourself being.
i havent met a real MAN in a long long time.
i came close but NO cigar. :(
but i definitely have a man backing me now, and he AINT to be fucked with lmaoo
CERTIFIED STRIPES dont even play, or fool yourself.
and thats all i need.
somebody keepin all these fake ass, wanna be ass, clown ass, BLOW POPS out the way!!
somebody is batting for me.
i can relax.
he said my heart is NOT to be played with.
and its not.
thank you LORD for everything
the blood flowing through my body
may i forever be in YOUR mercy
and YOUR grace.
thank YOU for bringing me this far