i fell off the horse one time. but everybody makes mistakes...
not that it was a "mistake"
i just wasnt ready.
you know when you hold onto your sexual worth
it becomes harder and harder to give away because you realize how valuable it is
being out there on the promiscuous tip isnt cute for a woman OR a man
but especially a woman
know your worth.
theres so much more to concentrate on right now.
both the boys finna be back in school.
santana birthday comin up soon.
then halloween, thanksgiving and my birthday, christmas.
my ankle, surgery, disability, ssi, tattoos, my health
the kids' health.
new years valentines day lol
my car finna be paid off THANK YOU LORD!!!
i cant even seem to focus in on anything
its all a blunder
and trying to focus on anything more than that is really just an overload to me.
its not an easy choice.
but i know its the right one.
so i dont feel bad about it.
i feel like when the time is right.
everything will happen naturally.
i hate when people "plan" to have sex
like theres so much pressure
what happened to spontaneity??
anyways i just wanted to share a deeper more secret part of myself.
something i rarely do
but i am ashamed not
i am an example
i wanna know who's gonna stick around without a physical part
thats the one who's worth the final prize :)
ladies : you ALWAYS have a right to say no
not to night or whatever
never feel pressured into sex by ANYONE
its rape! if u say no
put yourself on a pedestal
put your heart on a pedestal
your vag lol on a pedestal
its ok to take things slow
it takes a LONG time to know somebody fully
it takes a lifetime ♥
enjoy life everybody