Tuesday, July 26, 2011

im over it

i swear im OVER the stress
the confusion

i wont stand to argue with ANYONE
and i WILL TALK FUCKIN WRECK LESS TO WHOM EVER I WANT TO!!!
YOU AINT GOD!

i KNOW my rights sweetie and i have a LOT of them!

you know you can only take so much
theres only so much niceness
so much kindness
so much patience

and then when its over its OVER

i am THIS close to ex-ing everything, everyone out of my life!!!

just me and the kids.

thats the only drama i'll tolerate man.

and they bring ENOUGH of it trust me!

life is so short to be letting other people stress you out.

the only person that can tell me what to do is LORD JESUS CHRIST

no other

people can only bend so much before they what??

BREAK!

people dont understand that even after years and years sometimes the friendship dissipates
vanishes, ends.

we arent friends anymore,
we arent married anymore

june 7th...


june 7th 2011, 12 years of marriage

a friendship dissolved

we dont have to understand each other anymore

we dont have to talk.

i dont know you
you dont know me

its over

its been over
now we just have to accept that reality.

that no, we arent friends,

maybe we never were

maybe we just acted like it because we were married.

because we had a kid together

but he's growing up

almost a teen.

and soon when he's grown

we will never know each other again

im saying good bye to the whole past

all the tearful memories.

heart wrenching stories

im letting it all go

im finally over it