tears are shed
neither of us cares about what the other is saying
we are living two totally separate lives
theres no way love can survive that
every time i try to reach out to you, you push me away
im just gonna take the easy way out
im just gonna walk away
i tried to fight for you
but when i think about living the rest of my life like this
this very minute
wanting someone to talk to
searching for an open , kind, loving ear
a shoulder to cry on
i dont have it
everything i say and do is wrong to you
i feel like i disappoint you
whatever you're searching for im not it.
I dont blame you for any of the choices you have made in life.
we all have difficult life changing choices we have to deal with everyday
but i do blame you for being insensitive
you ARE an asshole
one of the biggest ones ive met (literally)
and although i love you
i have to love me too
i have to love myself enough to know that i dont deserve certain treatment.
there is a prince waiting for his princess somewhere
waiting for me to come along.
but i'll never make it to him
if im stuck under someone else,
someone who's treating me badly.
all i asked was a simple question...
the answer i got was way MORE than what i expected.
the frenemy in you hates me
but doesnt want to see me leave
i have to go now...
maybe after some serious serious time has past, a friendship seed may grow
maybe and maybe not
what i know
is the decision i have to make.
it gets easier with each passing day
with each argument
with every harsh word that is said...
i'll take it one step at a time...
loved ones you are welcome to assist me on this difficult journey
its not easy walking away,
but its necessary