Thursday, May 19, 2011


its a relief not to have a question mark plastered across my face anymore
not knowing
all i wanted to do was know,
and now i do

I wish you could have told me instead of me finding out the way I did
but GOD works in mysterious ways

I am just following the road laid before me

at least I have my answer which is all I EVER wanted anyway
was the truth.

So thank you for finally freeing me.

its a gift you will never get back.

I say goodbye to you
forget everything Ive ever said to you
forget you
forget the memories

and make new ones :)

I sigh
I grieve
and i cry through my relief
and i release
for my relief