not in japan, egypt, africa...
there is war and struggle everywhere
but the GREAT war
is the struggle we have inside of us
the inner struggles we face everyday
we are usually our own worst enemies
we doubt ourselves
we cheat ourselves
we lie to ourselves
then in the end you look back and say "i remember when i really messed that one up...
and i remember what i learned from it"
"if i knew then what i know now..."
its not set up to be like that
life isnt supposed to be predictable like that
and rightfully so
i dont 'DO' predictable
my war is exciting
its wishy washy
my war is just like me
if you cant survive this war
then the war wins
i wonder to myself all the time who can conquer this war...
who is man enough (besides JESUS himself)
besides the LORD himself is there any man that can tolerate me?
not likely... lol
its just me and my war
fighting it out
licking the flesh wounds
loving the war
my war keeps me company
isnt that funny?
my war brings me so much grief yet so much life at the same time
ive been at war since i was 7 years old
for my freedom
confused by my turmoil i try to sort through everyday
i dont even know who i am without the tears
without the doubt
without the hurt
ive been at war with myself since i was 7 years old
my war defines me
my war wanted to name me but i changed that name
and then i changed it again.
whats sad is that anyone who wants to share a piece of me, eventually always meets my war
i try to keep it away from the people i love
i tell them LEAVE ME ALONE!@!!!!
but what im really telling, is my war not to harm them
i only need to be affected by my war
why do you need to cry to? y do u need to suffer with me?
why take on my war?
it is mine
it was given to me
i'll never know why
i'll never understand
take me as i am
leave me be
me and my great war