Sunday, January 23, 2011

i miss u

granny there isnt a day that goes by that your prescence isnt missed.
i miss your voice.
the way you smile.
your cooking...
the way you still sliced my apples even though i was grown.
the way you took care of your great-grandchildren.
i SO need your advice right now.
i am so lost...
i have no idea what im doing anymore...
i dont even know if im coming or going...

im all alone with no counsel...

i wake up everyday asking myself "now what"

i still dont have an answer.
no one answers me...

everyone is living life and im watching everyone live.
im not living.