Sunday, January 23, 2011

i miss u

granny there isnt a day that goes by that your prescence isnt missed.
i miss your voice.
the way you smile.
your cooking...
the way you still sliced my apples even though i was grown.
the way you took care of your great-grandchildren.
i SO need your advice right now.
i am so lost...
i have no idea what im doing anymore...
i dont even know if im coming or going...

im all alone with no counsel...

i wake up everyday asking myself "now what"

i still dont have an answer.
no one answers me...

everyone is living life and im watching everyone live.
im not living.


Tuesday, January 18, 2011

the beautiful thing about love

is the comfort...
the assurance that someone loves you for who you are... and nothing more.
the intensity of your fights,
the passionate making up
theres really no greater pleasure than the laughter
the inside jokes...
having a language all your own...

the beautiful thing about love is the way it helps you to learn about yourself
eventually shaping you into a better person.

if love can be so powerful as to change people.
only a power so great can be ordained from GOD...

the beautiful thing about love...
TRUE LOVE comes directly from the LORD♥

Sunday, January 16, 2011

time alone
self reflecting
inner thought
rejection?
happiness?
is it working?
am i living a lie?
it all seems to b meaning the same thing these days

who knows the answers to any of these questions in our everyday lives?

we always have the best advice for everyone else.
we know how to b dr. phil in everyone else's relationships
while our own relationships burn up and fail

how do we make our own shit work out?

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Tattoo Party

coordinating a tattoo party sometime between now and may LOL
for those of you who know me well u should b impressed ;)

anyways its all up in the air, im putting my head 2gether with a couple of friends since im the INFAMOUS ANTISOCIALITE
anyways i'll keep everybody posted

what i know
you'll know