Tuesday, December 28, 2010

2011

i know it aint just me...
2010 FLEW

now its back to resolutions and self promises

being self critical

nobody is perfect man...
we all could be better people

we all could look better, sing better, drive better, treat people nicer, make more money, spend less...

the list goes on and on...

im not gonnna do that to myself this year

i wont bash myself

instead my resolution is to give myself as much happiness as i can

to remember my SELF WORTH

how much i actually DO deserve the very best.
i want to live the best possible life
the life GOD would intend me to live :)

Love

u cant live with it
u cant live without it
its easy and hard at the same time
it changes constantly
yet its always familiar.
love is my best friend :)

love is the best when its genuine.

u cant control love
love controls YOU

what would we be without it?

absolutely nothing

GOD is love

you cant live without GOD
you cant live without L♥VE

Thursday, December 23, 2010

dec 23 2010

why am i so frustrated with life?
why don't i know what i want?
i feel like I'm too old to still be lost...
the things i want change everyday, multiple times a day...
how do we satisfy ourselves when it changes every other minute?

why does happiness seem so temporary?
its so elusive
it never seems permanent...

i think the stipulations on what makes us happy also changes
just because I'm happy with something today doesn't guarantee it'll make me equally happy tomorrow or happy at all even....
at the same time it also doesn't mean it cant make me happy again...

i try to figure life out everyday.
LOVE... i try to figure that out and I'm still LOST

i feel like i don't know whats goin on
i have no control

i only pray that the LORD will guide me through life and make the decisions for me because if its left up to me and my confusion i don't know where I'll end up...


Monday, December 6, 2010

thinking out loud

im sitting here, and im wondering why people do the things they do
why do people create negative situations?
i truly believe that some people dont know how to live without controversy

i, however hate it.
drama, controversy, arguing, dwelling on the past...

the past can kill you.
concentrating on the past prevents you from focusing on the present and building a future.

as the wise man once said
"what lies behind us and what lies before us, are tiny matters compared to what lies within us"
-Ralph Waldo Emerson

Thursday, December 2, 2010

changes

i know so many ppl who b havin drama n they life...
when will u learn?

anyways the month is moving along...
i got mad plans this month
alot of changes
all for the better of course...

stayin away from HATERS and INSTIGATORS!

its finna b 2011 yall
out with the old
in wit da neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew

im shaking u foo foos